To long for acceptance,
Is to lose yourself in the process,
You can sit and wait for them to love YOU,
Or you can sit and love yourself and they can wait for you to care.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
For CB...
Love is a strong emotion. I can truely say that I love you. As an artist and human being. I may not know everything about you...but I know I love you. I support you whole-heartedly. I argue with friends that talk bad about you. It's not because I'm obsessed or whatever people call supporting these days. It's because I feel that the ONE true talented artist that is bringing EVERYTHING to the table is being judged and ridiculed before my eyes. I hate it. I am 19.....in college and a HUGE CB fan. Many have an issue with that. I tweet about you so much people I know decide to unfollow me. But I feel they will be there or they won't. The support I feel you deserve and need is up to me to give dispite what people say or think. Music has been my only option. My bestfriend through everything. When I was going through some serious stress and issues freshman year of highschool I remember making my own mixed cd of all your songs. I could not sleep unless I had it playing. I had nothing but a big radio/stereo. I would put my pillow aside and replace it with my stereo...Because I shared a room with my little sister I had to keep it low, but I would consentrate hard on your words because of it.
Chris you deserve to be the great artist you are...without the world's opinions or set backs. I have seen you grow SO MUCH and develop into a great young man. Many like to bring up your mistake when I say I love you, but to judge a person by ONE mistake in their short life of all the many they and everyone else is destined to make is ridiculous. I watch as all the people around me do the mst stupid and insulting things to others...yet they fixate on making it about you. You are the world excuse to do their dirt. Ask them why they judge you? They will cry freedom of opinion. Ask them why they write so much about you? They will cry freedom of the press. Ask them why they don't forgive you? They will cry to protect others that are "abused". Ask them why they push you down? I bet they will never tell you it is because they are trying to push themselves up.
I can see through the press. I'm a Journalism major. I study people without them noticing. I see through all the bullshit. One thing I can also see through is you. People will try and make you out as just another cocky, arrogant artist. I for one have NEVER seen that. I've seen a young man that likes to joke around. I have never seen you "stunt" on ANYONE....atleast not by SAYING it..lol...I just cannot understand the world's reasons....why do they feel that you don't serve a second chance. Besides the fact it was NO ONES business in the first place (don't get me started). I can see in all your pictures and just you lately that you are suffering. You are a man so hidding it is what you do..atleast most of the time, but your eyes tell me different love. They tell me you are tired, you are drained of proving yourself. And I, for one, am too. I just want to tll you to keep your head up. You ARE LOVED. I am trying my hardest to do what I can for you and support. But in the meantime you NEVER give up...on yourself or the world. WE live in a fucked up socirty Chris...trust me..I know...but as long as you do what you love and keep your mind with God and the people who love you, you will be ok. So let's start rebuilding your empire....We shall stunt on these haters when we climb back up...<3
Love,
Danielle C.
(And remember...#Teambreezy got you hun...we shall try to do all we can <3)
Chris you deserve to be the great artist you are...without the world's opinions or set backs. I have seen you grow SO MUCH and develop into a great young man. Many like to bring up your mistake when I say I love you, but to judge a person by ONE mistake in their short life of all the many they and everyone else is destined to make is ridiculous. I watch as all the people around me do the mst stupid and insulting things to others...yet they fixate on making it about you. You are the world excuse to do their dirt. Ask them why they judge you? They will cry freedom of opinion. Ask them why they write so much about you? They will cry freedom of the press. Ask them why they don't forgive you? They will cry to protect others that are "abused". Ask them why they push you down? I bet they will never tell you it is because they are trying to push themselves up.
I can see through the press. I'm a Journalism major. I study people without them noticing. I see through all the bullshit. One thing I can also see through is you. People will try and make you out as just another cocky, arrogant artist. I for one have NEVER seen that. I've seen a young man that likes to joke around. I have never seen you "stunt" on ANYONE....atleast not by SAYING it..lol...I just cannot understand the world's reasons....why do they feel that you don't serve a second chance. Besides the fact it was NO ONES business in the first place (don't get me started). I can see in all your pictures and just you lately that you are suffering. You are a man so hidding it is what you do..atleast most of the time, but your eyes tell me different love. They tell me you are tired, you are drained of proving yourself. And I, for one, am too. I just want to tll you to keep your head up. You ARE LOVED. I am trying my hardest to do what I can for you and support. But in the meantime you NEVER give up...on yourself or the world. WE live in a fucked up socirty Chris...trust me..I know...but as long as you do what you love and keep your mind with God and the people who love you, you will be ok. So let's start rebuilding your empire....We shall stunt on these haters when we climb back up...<3
Love,
Danielle C.
(And remember...#Teambreezy got you hun...we shall try to do all we can <3)
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Beauty...To Me...
Darkness, softly lite by the moon,
Colors of intricate design,
The glow of those lights and the nights beauty,
The feeling of warmth, peace...happiness,
Daytime holds no power,
The sun shines and all that is...is hidden,
Yet when the night surfaces,
It becomes home to the forbidden,
You are not to feel peace or calm sense of mind,
Til the bright lights and colors,
Bring out feelings and emotions of that kind,
With just a glow and a smile,
Clouds no where in sight,
Stars by the millions,
All shining bright,
Darkness isn't to be feared,
For if there was no darkness,
When would we have time to STOP,
Sit, Think, Love,
And Care.
Colors of intricate design,
The glow of those lights and the nights beauty,
The feeling of warmth, peace...happiness,
Daytime holds no power,
The sun shines and all that is...is hidden,
Yet when the night surfaces,
It becomes home to the forbidden,
You are not to feel peace or calm sense of mind,
Til the bright lights and colors,
Bring out feelings and emotions of that kind,
With just a glow and a smile,
Clouds no where in sight,
Stars by the millions,
All shining bright,
Darkness isn't to be feared,
For if there was no darkness,
When would we have time to STOP,
Sit, Think, Love,
And Care.
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